these days my life is consumed by work, an occasional drink with friends or colleagues and weekends of solitude. my new routine really works for me it gives me a chance to concenrate on myself as a person, my dreams and my hopes for my family. the quiet reverie of my life is disrupted every so often with my parents worries about my siblings and the future of my nieces and nephews. with our conversations i feel the weight of reponsibility my mom is sharing with me, it's not an entirely good feeling which i welcome. i'd like to enjoy my youth i would think.