Who knows how long I have waited for this but now that its here and happening I am frozen to the ground, fazed and stunned. In the depths of my heart I am truly excited and it feels like my life is finally starting. This is the break I have long been clamoring for, the break I have spent countless hours thinking of. It took a while that I began to doubt I was due one. All this time I've been waiting, working for my dreams hoping that I do get that break, even as a fluke of nature. Now that its finally here I'm giddy as I was when I walked across the stage to accept my college diploma and took that fateful trip to Manila to start my journey through life. 'Truth be told, I have been recently (and frequently) musing about my dreams - the heights I want to soar in, the depths I want to explore. I have wanted to put back the fire in me. It's different to have that kind of warmth to keep you going amidst disappointment and heartbreak. To get a firm hold of our desires and hopes is a blessing in itself for life is not a thoughtless journey. Our dreams fuel our spirit to forge on despite obstacles - it defines our being. So when I got the chance to touch base with my hopes again I held on tight and crossed my fingers.